confused?

OMG.
this is what could i say.
found out something that was terribly shocked me
GOSHH!!
how could i accept the fact just knew by the night??!?
Is this the "gatekeeper" for me to stop loving you uh huh?
i need time to settle down instead.
should you be given a chance?
i m not sure.
They told me one would keep on changing as the time flows
I ve no confident =(
or even no confident on myself?
Should i turn cooler towards you?
arghh..
I cant make up my mind right now.
I m confusing T_T